In 1957, Mother
(Saint) Teresa wrote “I am told God lives in
me, and yet the reality of darkness and coldness and emptiness is so great that
nothing touches my soul”. This woman,
though small in stature, loomed larger than life to most, and throughout much
of her public ministry - replete with amazing deeds of genuine charity, she
struggled through a blackness that many consider incomprehensible, at least in
their contemplation of who they think this saintly person was.
In
truth, all human beings experience a “darkness and coldness and emptiness…so
great that nothing touches [our] souls”, but in all too many instances we are
simply not aware enough of the real presence of God in our lives to recognize
that blackness. Not unlike the man who steps out of his storm cellar after a
tornado has leveled everything around him and declares, “there’s nothing wrong
here”, so too most of us see ourselves as “nothing wrong here” because we are
simply unable to see who we truly are. It’s not that we don’t want to see
ourselves, but rather that we are too immersed in the distractions of the world
to be able to do so. Without God’s graces and our complete trust in Him, we are
simply unable to truly witness to who we really are. Saint Teresa’s gift from
God was that she was able to truly see, experience, and live the emptiness
inside her – despite a universe of distractions, while continuing to serve our
Lord in every person she encountered. She trusted in God unceasingly and
because of that trust, though she was unable to see the Christ within herself,
she was able always to see Him in the struggling, suffering, hopelessness she
witnessed in so many that stood before her.
I
thought about this today as an elderly woman I had encountered during our
neighborhood engagements stood before me with a deep sadness in her eyes, the
look of pain on her face, and a sense of complete resignation. After I has
introduced myself and the purpose of this brief visit, I asked her name, which
she was quick to share. I looked into her eyes, smiled gently and said, we’re
going to pray for you and your family. Suddenly, a warm, loving smile blossomed
across her face as she reached for my hand and uttered a “thank you” that
seemed as though it was offered by way of an angelic choir. It was at that very
moment, my mind was suddenly drawn to Saint Teresa and how she found Christ in
everyone and knew without any doubt that for the brief moments I was graced
with the smile of this woman, both she and I were looking at Christ in one
another. A Christ that both of us seemed to need in each other at that exact
moment, for in her smile I heard the words, “Come
to me, all you who labor and are burdened,* and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28).
And
therein lies the beauty of this marvelous, God-Blessed journey that we are on,
for each day we are reminded by those we interact with that “God never ceases
to draw man to Himself” (Catechism
of the Catholic Church #27).
With
today’s visits, we have now engaged 2,553 homes in Charlton, and have processed
1,387 Prayer Requests.
I will pray that your group touches many souls with the love of Christ. God bless you and all involved with this ministry!
ReplyDelete~Mary Anne